I don't mind both of you to be so close and i don't really give a shit. But as for you, are my friend for so many years.(at least give me a reply sometimes) A very good friend though we may be angry with each other and alot of quarrelling sometimes. but in the end we felt so stupid and childish. then now i just feel like i have been kick out of the circle or whatever damn shapes. i feel so stupid right now. blogging about stupid useless thing that maybe wasn't real. but as i say before, this is my blog. and is really a miracle that i actually cried things about this stupid friends relationship thingy. i feel so extremely dumb. and i promise myself not gonna care anymore and i really mean it. i'll pass every outings if you guys were around together. and of course you all are still my friends! so for my very best friend, i'm the kind of person just don't like to feel being left out. i'm sure everyone dislike to feel being left out too. i really hate it and might as well let me be alone and not having any friend. it could really make me feel better.
After all i feel like i'm a idiot posting this. well it's just a post of my feelings and thinking. and i'm not gonna think much anymore! i'm taking office this year at CCK ITE. gonna start school on JAN 10. give me 1year time! just 1year to achieve good results to go somewhere i wish to go! and also to prove my dad! becox he promise me to start saving his money to bring my family and i together go overseas! i'm so so happy to hear that cause i didn't have a chance to go overseas together with my family. so yeah i gonna stop thinking all this rubbish and study hard for the year!
Ganbatte!
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I don't know why i feel so excited to go to school! and what kind of friends i'm gonna make for this new school! haha say 'NO' to bad friends. i must study hard de ok!!!!
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